I really love being a mom. I know it sounds cliche but it's true. It's an awesome job! It's challenging, it's frustrating, it's heart wrenching but most of all it's so rewarding. It's the best full time gig I could ask for. It's 24/7 365, there are no vacations, no monetary compensation and no performance reviews or cost of living increases to be had. The payback is in seeing your babies mature into amazing teenagers and eventually adults. No greater job is there on this planet.
I say this because I have two wonderful teenagers. They have their moments but that's part of my job to help them through their issues. They may fight and resist my help but in the end they come around and a lesson is taught, learned and accepted. I am "hated" and "loved" in the same sentence, I'm their worst nightmare, an embarrassment and insult to their fragile psyche's. I'm the one they turn to in a crisis, I am their shoulder to cry on, an ear to listen and the best two arms to wrap around them and make them feel safe.
It's because they feel safe that they can express themselves in what ever form that takes. AND only a mom can understand that. Not that dad's are bad their not, they just don't react in the same way to their child screaming at them that they hate them. I recently had a conversation with a female friend and we both agree our kids respond differently to us than their fathers. It's not good or bad, it's just different and the way it is, period.
Unless mom is incapable of nurturing, that's what we are designed for. It is our jobs as moms to ensure the social, emotional, mental and in some ways physical well being of our children. It's dad's job to ensure they know how to survive, the whole "hunter, gatherer" aspect.
What makes this dynamic difficult is when either parent crosses the line and assumes control. For example. Your child is in the midst of a meltdown, can be subtle or obvious and they are lashing out at you, mom, because they are incapable of dealing with their emotions and can't fully express themselves as we-adults, can. We have learned not to throw a tantrum because we aren't able to find the "words" to convey our thoughts or feelings towards a specific situation. So, said child is flipping out at mom, dad steps in and in a raised voice demands the child not "talk to your mother that way!". Understandably dad wants to protect mom from the evil that has obviously possessed the child.
One of two things will happen, the child will crumble into a sobbing mass or retaliate and redirect to dad making the situation worse because no dad sees the war erupting. So what do you do? Well at this point there is usually an angry exchange between parents in front of the child which redirects the issue from the child to the parents creating further conflict. My suggestion would be, let mom deal with the child directing their anger or frustration at them. We are far betting equipped to handle the situation in a manner that is less damaging to the parent child relationship.
Moms are the best negotiators, and deal makers. We have guilt on our side. No child really wants to hurt the woman they've bonded with from birth. They just need to get out of their system what ever is bothering them and mom's can handle it. Just this morning, my son told me he hated me. He didn't mean it, he was tired and I woke him to give him his medication. In the very next breath he said "thanks, I love you mom". I didn't totally ignore the "I hate you", I told him "I hate you too, now take your pill." This is just talk, now there have been times when he's been disrespectful and I have definitely corrected him on it. I don't flip out I explain that when he's disrespectful it tells me that he is not deserving of my or any one's respect in return.
Please don't get me wrong, there are tones of nurturing dads out there, they are rare but they exist. I hope to teach my son to be nurturing to his kids and a help to his wife not a hindrance when I comes to dealing with his kids. Oh, and he plans on having six so he better be understanding. Boys today are capable of being nurturing, I think as parents we are far more aware of the need to raise our boys differently than our parents generation. I didn't have brothers but my ex had two, both his brothers have only girls, we had the only boy in the mix and their parenting methods has had to change from what they learned from their parents. With the exception of my son the girls are definitely treated differently by his dad and his dad's parents who only knew boys.
My parents had two girls, they have no idea how to raise a boy and with their grandson, again the only grandson until recently when he was joined by their great-grandson they had no idea how different boys are, naturally, from girls. BUT, being the parents and grandparents of mostly girls they completely understand the need to nurture, or at the very least on my dad's part, the need to let the mom/grandma/great-grandma nurture. It's our job, by default, it's our job.
So regardless of your personal experience on this topic, or opinion. This might give you some insight as to why the mother of your children seems complacent with certain bad behaviour. It's not because we don't care, it's because we do at a level only a mom can understand. We are not the superficial caregivers we appear to be we are so deeply connected we see beyond the behaviour to the root cause. And we don't take it personally so please don't assume we do.
Tammy.
Monday, May 28, 2012
Thursday, May 3, 2012
Lost
I recently engaged in a series of pm's with an old friend. Now when I say old, I don't mean age, although... This person has been an important part of my life for just over twenty seven years. And although there have been literally years between contact I still hold this individual close to my heart for all the crap they've endured.
Most recently a very messy split from their spouse and subsequent legal battle. This is taking it's toll on my friend and during the pm's they indicated they felt lost, that they didn't know who they were any longer, that all this crap has hardened them and they feel disconnected to the real them.
I explained that this is a way of protecting one's self in the midst of crisis. It's putting up shields and disconnecting so you can deal with the situation from outside yourself. It's protection it's a natural defence mechanism that will inevitably make you "feel" like you're not yourself any longer.
I know this feeling well. I experienced it when I had the fateful conversation with my ex when I told him I couldn't do this any longer with him. There was no fear, no emotion, nothing, just words coming from a body I was only partially inhabiting at that moment. It's an odd surreal feeling and if it's prolonged it will lead to feelings of being lost or a fraction of the person you were.
Once you're through the crisis, really done with it you will re-connect. You will fall back into yourself and feel whole again. It will happen as long as the issues you are dealing with are dealt with. Your brain is protecting the vulnerable emotional side of you so you can get through this and if you don't, if you run and hide and try to avoid the issues you are needing to have closure on you will always be lost to your self.
For a first time experience of this it will feel permanent. Like there is no way you will ever be the same again and rightfully so, you won't. You will have learned very valuable lessons from this experience and you will have the opportunity to grow from it. Don't look at it as a bad thing, this could end up being one of the most important transformational moments of your life, embrace it and own it, most of all learn from it.
That shield will fall away and you will be whole again, you will be a better stronger version of yourself and you will have the copping tools to withstand pretty much anything life throws your way. This is just another version of yourself, one, up until now you had never met. It's still you, just different for a little while.
Tammy.
Most recently a very messy split from their spouse and subsequent legal battle. This is taking it's toll on my friend and during the pm's they indicated they felt lost, that they didn't know who they were any longer, that all this crap has hardened them and they feel disconnected to the real them.
I explained that this is a way of protecting one's self in the midst of crisis. It's putting up shields and disconnecting so you can deal with the situation from outside yourself. It's protection it's a natural defence mechanism that will inevitably make you "feel" like you're not yourself any longer.
I know this feeling well. I experienced it when I had the fateful conversation with my ex when I told him I couldn't do this any longer with him. There was no fear, no emotion, nothing, just words coming from a body I was only partially inhabiting at that moment. It's an odd surreal feeling and if it's prolonged it will lead to feelings of being lost or a fraction of the person you were.
Once you're through the crisis, really done with it you will re-connect. You will fall back into yourself and feel whole again. It will happen as long as the issues you are dealing with are dealt with. Your brain is protecting the vulnerable emotional side of you so you can get through this and if you don't, if you run and hide and try to avoid the issues you are needing to have closure on you will always be lost to your self.
For a first time experience of this it will feel permanent. Like there is no way you will ever be the same again and rightfully so, you won't. You will have learned very valuable lessons from this experience and you will have the opportunity to grow from it. Don't look at it as a bad thing, this could end up being one of the most important transformational moments of your life, embrace it and own it, most of all learn from it.
That shield will fall away and you will be whole again, you will be a better stronger version of yourself and you will have the copping tools to withstand pretty much anything life throws your way. This is just another version of yourself, one, up until now you had never met. It's still you, just different for a little while.
Tammy.
Monday, April 23, 2012
Head Shaker
I read an interesting string of, well, let's call them "posts". No, no not on facebook, everyone here is safe! The thing about these posts was how completely twisted and off topic they ended up. The original query in the first post had pretty much nothing to do with the final post and all the while the individual writing these posts is obviously and utterly mentally unstable.
Why do I say this? Well because each of these posts as vile and disgusting as they were, were ended with odd little "niceties".
Example: (this is the vile part) blah blah blah, it's your fault, blah blah blah you're causing this to happen blah blah blah (can't go into detail but it wasn't pretty) and then in one sentence all by itself (again just an example) Have a nice day :)
This was odd beyond comprehension. I had never really seen a crazy mind at work but if this is what insanity looks like then this person shouldn't be allowed to use sharp anything, and might want to consider medication?? WOW all through the posts I found my self uttering the same thing WOW, oh, and shaking my head too.
The sad part is this poor soul thinks they are right and justified. It's laughable because these detrimental posts will be their undoing and rightfully so because of the damage they have caused. Maybe this is karma catching up maybe it's just poetic justice that this idiot finally gets what's owed. And I mean idiot in the clinical term because this individual definitely suffers from idiocy. It's the universe balancing the scales, at long last there is a shift.
So as these posts amazed and baffled the readers they also gave very clear insight and well, evidence of the inconsistent nature of the writer. The manipulation and incongruity in the way in which they conduct themselves has me wondering if this is the result of not getting what they want because that certainly isn't going to happen. Or if this person is just so black and dead inside they don't see how truly destructive they are. Another reason to shake the coconut.
Anyway, as it turns out this will have a happy ending for those who deserve it and maybe a little slap in the face for the instigator. A little shock therapy as it were might do the trick, then again, considering the depth of the insanity I think only a lobotomy would help.
Still shaking my head,
Tammy.
Why do I say this? Well because each of these posts as vile and disgusting as they were, were ended with odd little "niceties".
Example: (this is the vile part) blah blah blah, it's your fault, blah blah blah you're causing this to happen blah blah blah (can't go into detail but it wasn't pretty) and then in one sentence all by itself (again just an example) Have a nice day :)
This was odd beyond comprehension. I had never really seen a crazy mind at work but if this is what insanity looks like then this person shouldn't be allowed to use sharp anything, and might want to consider medication?? WOW all through the posts I found my self uttering the same thing WOW, oh, and shaking my head too.
The sad part is this poor soul thinks they are right and justified. It's laughable because these detrimental posts will be their undoing and rightfully so because of the damage they have caused. Maybe this is karma catching up maybe it's just poetic justice that this idiot finally gets what's owed. And I mean idiot in the clinical term because this individual definitely suffers from idiocy. It's the universe balancing the scales, at long last there is a shift.
So as these posts amazed and baffled the readers they also gave very clear insight and well, evidence of the inconsistent nature of the writer. The manipulation and incongruity in the way in which they conduct themselves has me wondering if this is the result of not getting what they want because that certainly isn't going to happen. Or if this person is just so black and dead inside they don't see how truly destructive they are. Another reason to shake the coconut.
Anyway, as it turns out this will have a happy ending for those who deserve it and maybe a little slap in the face for the instigator. A little shock therapy as it were might do the trick, then again, considering the depth of the insanity I think only a lobotomy would help.
Still shaking my head,
Tammy.
Monday, March 26, 2012
Teenagers.
I remember my teenage years, I don't recall being "difficult" I don't think I was. My sister on the other hand, well she was a handful to say the least. :)
One thing I to remember is being taught to respect my elders. If I didn't then there would be hell to pay. I recall being upset with my dad, and literally whispering under my breath "shut-up" well, my mom heard and ya, I was grounded for two weeks. Believe me, that was painful because that was way back when teens didn't have cell phones or facebook accounts or laptops or any other multi media device that contributes to anti-social behaviour. Back in my day if you wanted to see your friends you called them on a telephone, or made plans at school to meet up at the mall or where ever the cool place was to go.
Today, kids it seems have very little respect for their elders. They are handed everything on a silver platter and have no idea what it means to work for their myriad of gadgets. For the most part at least, I do know a few rare teens out there who do work for what they want and they do have a sense of respect for adults but honestly those are the very rare exception.
If there are parents of soon to be tweens out there reading this here's some advice. Start now, instilling in your kids that they can't have everything their hearts desire without a little effort on their part. Giving your kids everything will back fire on you I guarantee. You are starting a process of narcissistic behaviour and if you don't watch out you will be dealing with extremely difficult if not abusive teens when the time arrives.
My kids 15, and 13 1/2 get weekly "pep talks" about proper behaviour and attitude about appreciation and the requirement for hard work to attain their earthly desires. They are rewarded for their accomplishments and are punished for inappropriate behaviour. There is no uttered threat without follow through. If I say something will be removed after a first warning, there are no second or third warnings, it's gone. They know this because they have tested the waters and learned early I will not stand for their b.s. just like my parents didn't.
One thing that I do notice is how many teens out there are absolutely horrible to their parents. It's mind boggling to hear or see how these "entitled brats" treat their parents. My kids know I will not tolerate such disrespect and if they try there will be hell to pay. That doesn't make me a mean mom, I'm quite nice to my kids because they deserve that, and in return I deserve their respect, period. But what if your rotten kid doesn't see it that way? What if he or she thinks your world revolves around them? Then what? Is it a result of bad parenting? No, not necessarily, but rather a result of enabling.
Kids need guidance and mentoring, if you feel that you must give your child everything they ask for, and do not follow through on punishing bad behaviour you are enabling narcissistic behaviour whether you like it or not, you are teaching them this is how you act when you want something and if you don't get it you throw a tantrum until you do get your way. As painful as it may seem they need to know the meaning of the word NO and they need to respect your decision to use the word NO. They have no problem tossing it about when they don't want to do something you've asked right? And they expect you to respect their rights don't they, why not expect the same in return.
You have to lay the ground work early. You have to let your kids know you will not tolerate disrespectful behaviour and that proper behaviour will be rewarded. You have to follow through on threats of discipline and you have to be firm, not wishy washy. All the "experts" say the same thing, kids need to be taught. Taught everything about life, they are not born all knowing, even though I know my fair share of know it all teenagers, they haven't got a clue how idiotic they look and act. It's almost comical if it wasn't so sad.
All I can hope for anyone out there reading this is that they look at this objectively and not say "oh, this isn't about me because I don't enable my kid." Well, that's great, but I bet you're in denial. Everyone does it, even I do it and immediately regret it and have to back peddle to correct MY behaviour, usually it's not too late but sometimes I have to follow through on promises and just eat crow. I guarantee though I don't get caught a second time. One thing to keep in mind, kids are master manipulators they learn at a very young age what works with their parents and what doesn't, you need to catch them at this game and turn it around because when they get out in the real world they are in for a shock.
Thanks for reading,
Tammy.
One thing I to remember is being taught to respect my elders. If I didn't then there would be hell to pay. I recall being upset with my dad, and literally whispering under my breath "shut-up" well, my mom heard and ya, I was grounded for two weeks. Believe me, that was painful because that was way back when teens didn't have cell phones or facebook accounts or laptops or any other multi media device that contributes to anti-social behaviour. Back in my day if you wanted to see your friends you called them on a telephone, or made plans at school to meet up at the mall or where ever the cool place was to go.
Today, kids it seems have very little respect for their elders. They are handed everything on a silver platter and have no idea what it means to work for their myriad of gadgets. For the most part at least, I do know a few rare teens out there who do work for what they want and they do have a sense of respect for adults but honestly those are the very rare exception.
If there are parents of soon to be tweens out there reading this here's some advice. Start now, instilling in your kids that they can't have everything their hearts desire without a little effort on their part. Giving your kids everything will back fire on you I guarantee. You are starting a process of narcissistic behaviour and if you don't watch out you will be dealing with extremely difficult if not abusive teens when the time arrives.
My kids 15, and 13 1/2 get weekly "pep talks" about proper behaviour and attitude about appreciation and the requirement for hard work to attain their earthly desires. They are rewarded for their accomplishments and are punished for inappropriate behaviour. There is no uttered threat without follow through. If I say something will be removed after a first warning, there are no second or third warnings, it's gone. They know this because they have tested the waters and learned early I will not stand for their b.s. just like my parents didn't.
One thing that I do notice is how many teens out there are absolutely horrible to their parents. It's mind boggling to hear or see how these "entitled brats" treat their parents. My kids know I will not tolerate such disrespect and if they try there will be hell to pay. That doesn't make me a mean mom, I'm quite nice to my kids because they deserve that, and in return I deserve their respect, period. But what if your rotten kid doesn't see it that way? What if he or she thinks your world revolves around them? Then what? Is it a result of bad parenting? No, not necessarily, but rather a result of enabling.
Kids need guidance and mentoring, if you feel that you must give your child everything they ask for, and do not follow through on punishing bad behaviour you are enabling narcissistic behaviour whether you like it or not, you are teaching them this is how you act when you want something and if you don't get it you throw a tantrum until you do get your way. As painful as it may seem they need to know the meaning of the word NO and they need to respect your decision to use the word NO. They have no problem tossing it about when they don't want to do something you've asked right? And they expect you to respect their rights don't they, why not expect the same in return.
You have to lay the ground work early. You have to let your kids know you will not tolerate disrespectful behaviour and that proper behaviour will be rewarded. You have to follow through on threats of discipline and you have to be firm, not wishy washy. All the "experts" say the same thing, kids need to be taught. Taught everything about life, they are not born all knowing, even though I know my fair share of know it all teenagers, they haven't got a clue how idiotic they look and act. It's almost comical if it wasn't so sad.
All I can hope for anyone out there reading this is that they look at this objectively and not say "oh, this isn't about me because I don't enable my kid." Well, that's great, but I bet you're in denial. Everyone does it, even I do it and immediately regret it and have to back peddle to correct MY behaviour, usually it's not too late but sometimes I have to follow through on promises and just eat crow. I guarantee though I don't get caught a second time. One thing to keep in mind, kids are master manipulators they learn at a very young age what works with their parents and what doesn't, you need to catch them at this game and turn it around because when they get out in the real world they are in for a shock.
Thanks for reading,
Tammy.
Thursday, December 1, 2011
Bullying
This is a very sensitive topic for me. My son is the victim of bullying. I can't yet say he's a survivor because the bullying continues at every turn.
His dad and I put him in Cadets to help him learn discipline and respect. So far it's working but even in this environment he's been bullied. Not by his commanding officers but by fellow Cadets who took it upon themselves at break to tell my son for no apparent reason to "go f**k himself". He's not sure why they said this, he wasn't even talking to them, was engrossed in a conversation with a few other Cadets.
This upset my son, he went outside because he didn't know exactly what to do about it. He didn't want to tell because he felt that would make him a "tattle-tale". I don't blame him for feeling this way. Two years ago a kid threw a rock and hit my son in the forehead. The schoolyard supervisor saw this and the kid was dealt with. He got a three day suspension and my son got about two weeks of tormenting by the bullies friends. They did it in such a way that it would have been his word against theirs and we all know there is power in numbers. So you see, he's reluctant to report it because it really doesn't help.
Back to Cadets. So one of the officers finds him and asks what's going on? My son tells him but won't say who it was, he knows there are repercussions he's been here before. The officer then proceeded to let all the cadets know that bullying and swearing are not tolerated by anyone and if it happens again the culprit will be asked to leave cadets. Fair enough, problem is, now it's going to happen without the higher ranking officers knowing. Bullies are a clever bunch, they know how not to get caught.
Why am I telling this story? Well, because there has been a few teenagers who have taken their own lives because of the torment they had to live with. It scares and sickens me because my own son is headed in this direction. I just pray that he becomes a survivor of bullying and not a victim who takes his own life to end the pain. Why do kids do this to each other? Where are their parents in this?
I know you're not supposed to point your finger at the parents because you'll be met with "it's not our fault, we had no idea" BULLSHIT! If my kid was bullying another and I got a call from the school about it, I would do everything in my power to let my kid know it's not acceptable. Why? Because I'm not a bully, I don't have it in me. However, there are plenty of people out there who do and they likely bully their own kids or spouses and think "good job Johnny, yer a chip off the old block".
When kids set out to torment their victim, they know exactly what they are doing. How can they not? There is NO innocence in bullying. It's done maliciously with the intended end result being harm to another individual. Where the hell did they get the idea this was ok? It's taught in school that it's not acceptable, so can't be there. Is it taught in every single home out there? Obviously not.
At some point in a child's development something breaks. Is it because of too harsh punishment from their parents? Maybe. Is it learned behaviour? Maybe. The thing is no one knows for sure because the bullies don't usually step forward and claim ownership of their actions, nor do the parents of the bullies. You see the victims, but not the perpetrators. Maybe it would be less cool if the bullies were paraded before their peers and let them see how it feels to be tormented. Tit for tat right? An eye for an eye? Turning the other cheek isn't working, you're just setting yourself up to get that one slapped too.
I am so fed up with bullying. The victims tormented into suicide are human and entitled to live without being bullied, why they hell can't these bullies see what they do is so wrong on so many levels? Maybe there needs to be a law passed that makes bullying a criminal offence. Assault is punishable by law, bullying should be too, it's no different from assault when the outcome is the same, and sometimes worse.
I know some of you reading this will probably scoff and say, it's peer pressure or a result of bad parenting or what ever, the point is, bullies make a conscious decision to bully, it's not done by accident it's done on purpose to hurt another individual. It's a choice, like deciding between a chocolate bar or a bag of chips. All they have to do is develop a conscience and set of morals and maybe, just maybe they will make the right decision and not cause the death of an innocent life.
Tammy.
His dad and I put him in Cadets to help him learn discipline and respect. So far it's working but even in this environment he's been bullied. Not by his commanding officers but by fellow Cadets who took it upon themselves at break to tell my son for no apparent reason to "go f**k himself". He's not sure why they said this, he wasn't even talking to them, was engrossed in a conversation with a few other Cadets.
This upset my son, he went outside because he didn't know exactly what to do about it. He didn't want to tell because he felt that would make him a "tattle-tale". I don't blame him for feeling this way. Two years ago a kid threw a rock and hit my son in the forehead. The schoolyard supervisor saw this and the kid was dealt with. He got a three day suspension and my son got about two weeks of tormenting by the bullies friends. They did it in such a way that it would have been his word against theirs and we all know there is power in numbers. So you see, he's reluctant to report it because it really doesn't help.
Back to Cadets. So one of the officers finds him and asks what's going on? My son tells him but won't say who it was, he knows there are repercussions he's been here before. The officer then proceeded to let all the cadets know that bullying and swearing are not tolerated by anyone and if it happens again the culprit will be asked to leave cadets. Fair enough, problem is, now it's going to happen without the higher ranking officers knowing. Bullies are a clever bunch, they know how not to get caught.
Why am I telling this story? Well, because there has been a few teenagers who have taken their own lives because of the torment they had to live with. It scares and sickens me because my own son is headed in this direction. I just pray that he becomes a survivor of bullying and not a victim who takes his own life to end the pain. Why do kids do this to each other? Where are their parents in this?
I know you're not supposed to point your finger at the parents because you'll be met with "it's not our fault, we had no idea" BULLSHIT! If my kid was bullying another and I got a call from the school about it, I would do everything in my power to let my kid know it's not acceptable. Why? Because I'm not a bully, I don't have it in me. However, there are plenty of people out there who do and they likely bully their own kids or spouses and think "good job Johnny, yer a chip off the old block".
When kids set out to torment their victim, they know exactly what they are doing. How can they not? There is NO innocence in bullying. It's done maliciously with the intended end result being harm to another individual. Where the hell did they get the idea this was ok? It's taught in school that it's not acceptable, so can't be there. Is it taught in every single home out there? Obviously not.
At some point in a child's development something breaks. Is it because of too harsh punishment from their parents? Maybe. Is it learned behaviour? Maybe. The thing is no one knows for sure because the bullies don't usually step forward and claim ownership of their actions, nor do the parents of the bullies. You see the victims, but not the perpetrators. Maybe it would be less cool if the bullies were paraded before their peers and let them see how it feels to be tormented. Tit for tat right? An eye for an eye? Turning the other cheek isn't working, you're just setting yourself up to get that one slapped too.
I am so fed up with bullying. The victims tormented into suicide are human and entitled to live without being bullied, why they hell can't these bullies see what they do is so wrong on so many levels? Maybe there needs to be a law passed that makes bullying a criminal offence. Assault is punishable by law, bullying should be too, it's no different from assault when the outcome is the same, and sometimes worse.
I know some of you reading this will probably scoff and say, it's peer pressure or a result of bad parenting or what ever, the point is, bullies make a conscious decision to bully, it's not done by accident it's done on purpose to hurt another individual. It's a choice, like deciding between a chocolate bar or a bag of chips. All they have to do is develop a conscience and set of morals and maybe, just maybe they will make the right decision and not cause the death of an innocent life.
Tammy.
Friday, November 4, 2011
The Kindness Of Others
So easily taken advantage of. If someone offers a helping hand because you have whined and complained about how bad you have it. Are they fools for falling prey to your will? If they are willing to sacrifice so you may be happy does this really make them happy or are they just so desperate for attention, any ones attention, they put themselves out there to be taken advantage of.
Think about this. When we begin a relationship with someone we give it our all. 110% jump in with both feet and hope the landing is soft. We hope that the other person is on the same page, we assume they are also in it 110% but do you really know that for sure? Really?
What happens if after a while you start to see signs that maybe it's more like you are giving 110% and they are scraping by with 95%. Then what? Suppose that slips even further, to say 75% on a declining scale as time passes? Are you still giving your 110% or is that waining too? I bet it is.
There is no give without get. Time is the factor here, the more you give and the less you get over time will certainly shift the balance in even the most stable of relationships. Yet the receiver still wants your 110% and oddly enough feel entitled. Maybe even still a little grateful, but it's come to be expected. Who's at fault? Both.
The kind hearted fool and the sponge who's slowly sucking them dry. How do you stop this? You can't, it's up the the individuals involved. Typically the kindness dries up and leaves and the sponge is left sitting all alone wondering what went wrong. OR the sponge is no longer satisfied and kicks the kindhearted soul to the curb. I've seen it happen, I've witnessed the aftermath of such a relationship and the sponge is and always will be the sponge, where as the kindhearted individual becomes jaded and takes on the position of a sponge because they have learned a valuable lesson.
Funny how that works. If you are in a position where you feel even remotely as though you are being taken advantage of you need to speak up. You have rights too, you deserve to be given as much as you give. You deserve to not be drained dry, either emotionally, physically or financially. Your generosity has limits and be sure it is being deposited into as much as withdrawn from.
As for you sponges out there, remember, you are not entitled to rob someone of everything they are, you are not entitled to sit back an put in zero effort. And making excuses is not acceptable. Even Steven please, that way everyone wins.
Oh, and for the record, just because someone had taken advantage of you does not mean you get a "Free Sponge" card. The person you are taking advantage of now, is not the person who took advantage of you, you didn't like it why should they?
Tammy.
Think about this. When we begin a relationship with someone we give it our all. 110% jump in with both feet and hope the landing is soft. We hope that the other person is on the same page, we assume they are also in it 110% but do you really know that for sure? Really?
What happens if after a while you start to see signs that maybe it's more like you are giving 110% and they are scraping by with 95%. Then what? Suppose that slips even further, to say 75% on a declining scale as time passes? Are you still giving your 110% or is that waining too? I bet it is.
There is no give without get. Time is the factor here, the more you give and the less you get over time will certainly shift the balance in even the most stable of relationships. Yet the receiver still wants your 110% and oddly enough feel entitled. Maybe even still a little grateful, but it's come to be expected. Who's at fault? Both.
The kind hearted fool and the sponge who's slowly sucking them dry. How do you stop this? You can't, it's up the the individuals involved. Typically the kindness dries up and leaves and the sponge is left sitting all alone wondering what went wrong. OR the sponge is no longer satisfied and kicks the kindhearted soul to the curb. I've seen it happen, I've witnessed the aftermath of such a relationship and the sponge is and always will be the sponge, where as the kindhearted individual becomes jaded and takes on the position of a sponge because they have learned a valuable lesson.
Funny how that works. If you are in a position where you feel even remotely as though you are being taken advantage of you need to speak up. You have rights too, you deserve to be given as much as you give. You deserve to not be drained dry, either emotionally, physically or financially. Your generosity has limits and be sure it is being deposited into as much as withdrawn from.
As for you sponges out there, remember, you are not entitled to rob someone of everything they are, you are not entitled to sit back an put in zero effort. And making excuses is not acceptable. Even Steven please, that way everyone wins.
Oh, and for the record, just because someone had taken advantage of you does not mean you get a "Free Sponge" card. The person you are taking advantage of now, is not the person who took advantage of you, you didn't like it why should they?
Tammy.
Friday, October 21, 2011
The Art Of Lying
We all do it to some degree and if you deny it...you're lying.
There are several different forms of lies. There are several different reasons for lying and all of which are justifiable to the person spewing the lie. A lie is only a lie if the person being lied to finds out or already knows the truth. A lie is also a lie only if the liar gets caught. Really, think about it. If someone told you a lie, say a little white lie, we all do it. And you believed it. Is it really a lie? It's become your truth hasn't it? It's only the liar who knows it's a lie and they aren't about to fess up so it to becomes their truth. I've blogged about "False Truths" before, this is a little different.
When does a lie become exactly that? When the person being lied to finds out. Before then the lie might have been believable.
What about withholding the truth? What about avoiding being honest with some one and doing something you know you would have to lie about so not to get caught or to not have to face consequences. Is this the same thing? That's up to you to decide. If you live by "what I don't know won't hurt me" then I guess it's ok. But what if you do know? Then what?
Interesting dilemma. Do you let the person withholding information know you know? Or do you let it play out and see how far they are willing to take this risk knowing full well how you may react if you were to find out? But you already know and because you know and are withholding this knowledge does that make you a liar as well?
Tricky business this lying game. It's all a matter of morals and perspective. If you are the type of person who uses lies to get what you want from others, you can justify it eight ways to Sunday it's still lying, it's used for personal gain. If you only lie to protect yourself or others from harm is that still lying? Yes, but what is motivating the person to lie? The personal gain they seek is protection from someone else. They're justified. Still a lie though.
Little white lies, that's a grey area. We use these usually to keep from hurting someones feelings. "Honey does this dress make me look fat?" "No, you look awesome!" All the while he sees her as a beached whale in it. Should he have been honest and risk ruining their relationship? How would she have reacted if he said "Yes"? It all depends on the person. We do ask to be lied to all the time.
"Do you love me?", "I do" All the while they are planning their escape. Lies are as common place as breathing for some. It's when you encounter someone who abhors lying and liars and espouses how they NEVER lie and yet you catch them time and time again doing just that, lying. Where do you draw the line? When do you "call" them on it? How far do you let the lies go before you stop them? How do you justify their lies to make them hurt a little less? Why?
All really good questions and if even one makes you stop and think not only about what you lie about and why but what you tolerate in lies from others then this blog has value. And if you're sitting there on your high horse claiming to have never lied then I ask you this...what "little white LIE" have you ever told to your kids to keep from deeply hurting their feelings? Like, oh I don't know..."Don't be scared, that needle will only hurt a little bit" Then it's jabbed into their arm, or leg or worse mouth and they know you just lied to them. They might not believe you the next time.
Like I said, we all do it, we are all guilty at some level. But they are really only lies if we get caught right? If we can justify our reasons for doing it is it really that bad? Is it really lying? I guess that's the million dollar question.
Tammy.
There are several different forms of lies. There are several different reasons for lying and all of which are justifiable to the person spewing the lie. A lie is only a lie if the person being lied to finds out or already knows the truth. A lie is also a lie only if the liar gets caught. Really, think about it. If someone told you a lie, say a little white lie, we all do it. And you believed it. Is it really a lie? It's become your truth hasn't it? It's only the liar who knows it's a lie and they aren't about to fess up so it to becomes their truth. I've blogged about "False Truths" before, this is a little different.
When does a lie become exactly that? When the person being lied to finds out. Before then the lie might have been believable.
What about withholding the truth? What about avoiding being honest with some one and doing something you know you would have to lie about so not to get caught or to not have to face consequences. Is this the same thing? That's up to you to decide. If you live by "what I don't know won't hurt me" then I guess it's ok. But what if you do know? Then what?
Interesting dilemma. Do you let the person withholding information know you know? Or do you let it play out and see how far they are willing to take this risk knowing full well how you may react if you were to find out? But you already know and because you know and are withholding this knowledge does that make you a liar as well?
Tricky business this lying game. It's all a matter of morals and perspective. If you are the type of person who uses lies to get what you want from others, you can justify it eight ways to Sunday it's still lying, it's used for personal gain. If you only lie to protect yourself or others from harm is that still lying? Yes, but what is motivating the person to lie? The personal gain they seek is protection from someone else. They're justified. Still a lie though.
Little white lies, that's a grey area. We use these usually to keep from hurting someones feelings. "Honey does this dress make me look fat?" "No, you look awesome!" All the while he sees her as a beached whale in it. Should he have been honest and risk ruining their relationship? How would she have reacted if he said "Yes"? It all depends on the person. We do ask to be lied to all the time.
"Do you love me?", "I do" All the while they are planning their escape. Lies are as common place as breathing for some. It's when you encounter someone who abhors lying and liars and espouses how they NEVER lie and yet you catch them time and time again doing just that, lying. Where do you draw the line? When do you "call" them on it? How far do you let the lies go before you stop them? How do you justify their lies to make them hurt a little less? Why?
All really good questions and if even one makes you stop and think not only about what you lie about and why but what you tolerate in lies from others then this blog has value. And if you're sitting there on your high horse claiming to have never lied then I ask you this...what "little white LIE" have you ever told to your kids to keep from deeply hurting their feelings? Like, oh I don't know..."Don't be scared, that needle will only hurt a little bit" Then it's jabbed into their arm, or leg or worse mouth and they know you just lied to them. They might not believe you the next time.
Like I said, we all do it, we are all guilty at some level. But they are really only lies if we get caught right? If we can justify our reasons for doing it is it really that bad? Is it really lying? I guess that's the million dollar question.
Tammy.
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